Key to the wandering me
In your hand I give
Control my soul as you want
I have lost it all.
Hold me in your arms
While I take my time
To come out of the box
Designed by your lovely thoughts.
Blue or pink, Black and white
You gave me colors
Now, you made me color blind.
Can’t you accept me
As you were the one to start this
You are making me realize
is a mistake of my life.
A stranger planned to come close to me
You became my everything
You’ve made me cry
More than you’ve made me laugh
Caring for you,
is a mistake I cannot reverse back
Now, all I got is your photograph.
People surround me
Calling my name
I upset another friend
When I choose to go somewhere else
They always want me to be with them
I am loved by all
Yet, if someone asks
What am I writing about?
I cannot tell the truth
or the reason for my disappointment
They should not know the real me!!!
The real me is broken
I don’t actually know what I really want
My anger takes over my mind
This gives me something to write!!!
Sometimes I am cool, as perfect
Other times I am upset, as destroyed
The influential life has turned me upside down
I am trying to get everything right
by being casual all the time !!!
I maybe wrong ones
But, not always!
You may want to keep me trapped
To cut my wings so I cannot talk more
As per you have decided, like always!
You misunderstand me
So let me go, Let me be free
You can live alone,
As you have been alone always!
The sparkle that I carry
Which you make me hide
This may not be amazingly written
My shimmer is trying to reach from inside
Insanity is a hope
that drives you crazy
It is a love
that leaves you hollow
It is all the happiness
that you need to survive
Sometimes it makes you plead and borrow.
It is incompleteness
that eats you within
It is unforgiveness
that makes you cry
It is the scream
that controls your mind
Even if you want to escape and hide.
It is limitless
that makes you do anything
just to soothe your soul
You become selfish and start to roll.
It may be for good things too
Still, it will destroy everything
Due to its endurance oversold.
You should know difference between dark and light
It is must to know the right and wrong
Hurting people or self won’t make you strong
Try to control the insanity
Only you are responsible
For your happiness in the end.
With each drop of water from the sky
I waited for this much longer
To escape the burning heat of light
The light that didn’t reflect from me
Just like the sorrow that didn’t want to leave
The crawling drop that falls from my skin
Feels like my body is separated from its guilt
The rainbow I want to see
Seems like an illusion of happiness
that is not visible with ease
The opaque love and care I store
Will never leave my body until the end
I hope the rain brings something good
Not only illusion for everybody else.
I want him to be like this
I want him to be like that
He should be perfect and fair
Not a nightmare with a fine accent
My demand for my better half
He should always make me laugh.
I should lose myself in his eyes
Feel calm in his arms.
The veins of his hands should illustrate that he is strong
So I feel comfortable and safe in any storm.
My request seems to be ideal
So there can be no one like him
But, I am afraid
If I didn’t get the way I want
Exactly the one in my mind
And, same to same as I imagine
I may go crazy to compromise with others
I can’t love anyone except myself
Only for that,
I want the true love to be felt by the heart.
The reasons for I blamed you
I was punched with your guilt
That you did nothing
I wasn’t blaming you for things you didn’t do
It was all cause
I needed your attention
But tiny and small
You weren’t the same to me
I just begged to reverse yourself back
To get your ‘Focus’ is what I always called you for
Not that I wanted to be your priority
But to be someone you would never want to forget
Maybe, yes, I wanted your love at that time
You could have been nice to me
I would have accepted it as fine