Can’t let go

Athletic

Key to the wandering me
In your hand I give
Control my soul as you want
I have lost it all.

Hold me in your arms
While I take my time
To come out of the box
Designed by your lovely thoughts.

Blue or pink, Black and white
You gave me colors
Now, you made me color blind.

Can’t you accept me
As you were the one to start this
You are making me realize
Loving you,
is a mistake of my life.

A stranger planned to come close to me
You became my everything
You’ve made me cry
More than you’ve made me laugh
Caring for you,
is a mistake I cannot reverse back
Now, all I got is your photograph.

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Disgraced

Flavorful

Fill me in with your words
Take me everywhere you go
Carry me in your mind always
You’ve ignited the spark
I had hidden from long
Even I didn’t know where it was?

Take my hand in yours
Look into my eyes
Say, “You mean everything you do”
This can happen only in my dreams
Since,
Now you are not even looking at me!!!

What wrong did I do?
Only I want to be close to you!!!
If you really regret being nice
I will take back my steps
Remorse always,
The fondness I tried to find in you!!!

I’ll prevent my eyes to look in your way
I’ll struggle to terminate my affection which you raised 
I’ll try to arrest my hands in invisible cuffs
So I don’t message you anymore
All I have to do is kill my tenderness
And, walk out of the door
Which is not meant for me.

Elevate your feelings

Elevate

Until last week I was alright
Everything was fine
Till I came to know about you
Watching me all the time
I heard the giggles
And, comments
That you like me.
I was drowned in those words
To find the truth
Now everything else in present
Inside I feel scattered
I don’t have a strong mindset
That I have lost myself
I try to find me in your eyes
To return everything of my to me.
The sea of love in which I drowned
And, the romantic rose has dried
If you keep testing my patience
You’ll see I am so much crazy
Not like the girl you know
That will make your vision hazy.

I don’t need your false feelings, boy

Magnetic

I have no place to go
Feel me almost feeling less
I have no place to run
Stay away from me.
Your magnetizing effect
Please don’t take away
Whatever I have left.
You’ll make me statue
The one which can only talk and listen
Cannot be frank
Cannot smile and blush
on your romance all the time.
Our unlike charges may attract
But I cannot overcome my last experience
I will again be left scattered into pieces.
So keep your feelings to yourself
I cannot believe it to be true
Leave me alone with my beloved books.

 

Oversight

Oversight

Give me my nights

When I was sleepless.

Give me my days

When I was helpless.

There you stood watching me

Love and care were not seen till miles.

You always fake a smile

I hate this loveless mercy

To make me realize you’re nice.

Give me my pain

I wasted on you

Give me my cries

which you ignored.

I know your heartbreak in college life

Why are you punishing me?

For the mistake I never did.

Return my poems

I should not have written on you

And see, still I am writing

Something on you.

 

 

Rolling stone

Marathon

Rolling like a stone
I was changed into something I was not
You’ve murdered a part of me I miss
The girl who always believed.
Believed in you
When you changed me into new
I felt so refreshed
Thought you’re the special
I have waited so long.
The sadness took over
When I saw your comment on a post
You had written for some other girl
“I waited for you”
At last but not least
The story has a happy ending
When you tried talking to me
And, I ignored
As you are just a bad memory.

 

Threads

Shine

The colorful lines I roll

Which goes on strengthening as it dwells

Can it bring you and me closer?

Will it be stitched on my pain?

Threads bind and shatters

They are simple as well as shines

Help me give it an aura

So, we can get rounded as the threads getting tied.

Please catch me, when it breaks

Just hold my hand as you see it terminate

Else, you’ll see me sink like before

So, I will grab the thread

And, let you fall without a thought.