Can’t let go

Athletic

Key to the wandering me
In your hand I give
Control my soul as you want
I have lost it all.

Hold me in your arms
While I take my time
To come out of the box
Designed by your lovely thoughts.

Blue or pink, Black and white
You gave me colors
Now, you made me color blind.

Can’t you accept me
As you were the one to start this
You are making me realize
Loving you,
is a mistake of my life.

A stranger planned to come close to me
You became my everything
You’ve made me cry
More than you’ve made me laugh
Caring for you,
is a mistake I cannot reverse back
Now, all I got is your photograph.

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I don’t need your false feelings, boy

Magnetic

I have no place to go
Feel me almost feeling less
I have no place to run
Stay away from me.
Your magnetizing effect
Please don’t take away
Whatever I have left.
You’ll make me statue
The one which can only talk and listen
Cannot be frank
Cannot smile and blush
on your romance all the time.
Our unlike charges may attract
But I cannot overcome my last experience
I will again be left scattered into pieces.
So keep your feelings to yourself
I cannot believe it to be true
Leave me alone with my beloved books.

 

Insanity

Passenger

Insanity is a hope
that drives you crazy
It is a love
that leaves you hollow
It is all the happiness
that you need to survive
Sometimes it makes you plead and borrow.

It is incompleteness
that eats you within
It is unforgiveness
that makes you cry
It is the scream
that controls your mind
Even if you want to escape and hide.

It is limitless
that makes you do anything
just to soothe your soul
You become selfish and start to roll.
It may be for good things too
Still, it will destroy everything
Due to its endurance oversold.

You should know difference between dark and light
It is must to know the right and wrong
Hurting people or self won’t make you strong
Try to control the insanity
Only you are responsible
For your happiness in the end.

 

 

Illusional rain

Illusion

 

With each drop of water from the sky

I waited for this much longer

To escape the burning heat of light

The light that didn’t reflect from me

Just like the sorrow that didn’t want to leave

The crawling drop that falls from my skin

Feels like my body is separated from its guilt

The rainbow I want to see

Seems like an illusion of happiness

that is not visible with ease

The opaque love and care I store

Will never leave my body until the end

I hope the rain brings something good

Not only illusion for everybody else.

Commitment

Commit

I want him to be like this
I want him to be like that
He should be perfect and fair
Not a nightmare with a fine accent
My demand for my better half
He should always make me laugh.
I should lose myself in his eyes
Feel calm in his arms.
The veins of his hands should illustrate that he is strong
So I feel comfortable and safe in any storm.
My request seems to be ideal
So there can be no one like him
But, I am afraid
If I didn’t get the way I want
Exactly the one in my mind
And, same to same as I imagine
I may go crazy to compromise with others
I can’t love anyone except myself
Only for that,
I want the true love to be felt by the heart.

The bell jar

Bottle

The reasons for I blamed you
I was punched with your guilt
That you did nothing
I wasn’t blaming you for things you didn’t do
It was all cause
I needed your attention
Not whole
But tiny and small
You weren’t the same to me
I just begged to reverse yourself back
To get your ‘Focus’ is what I always called you for
Not that I wanted to be your priority
But to be someone you would never want to forget
Maybe, yes, I wanted your love at that time
You could have been nice to me
I would have accepted it as fine

Find the puncture

Puncture

My mind starts with a question

The drafts are so awful

Maybe I am filled with venture

And, I am punctured

The wind seems so bored

Rain is thirsty

Where can I run?

To rescue this puncture !!!

Wandering inside the forest of veins.

My lips smile a lot

Eyes don’t flatter with them

The struggle to survive the puncture

Seems far from possible today!

People are going insane

Wearing masks like hell

I wanna know what are they?

From inside to their puncture

But,

Still, I have to figure out my puncture.