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Limelight

Inscrutable

I hate myself in public

I love you in dreams

Your voice screams in my head

You are taking over the control

I am near to get extinct.

Trying to hide me in books

Still, I am losing me in you

I hate everyone’s attention

But, I like the way you look.

Keep me in the light of your eyes

Don’t stop touching me with your voice

Love me by your flirting side

Free me forever in my mind

You are my limelight

You are my limelight…..

Hate me, throw away my heart

I am helpless until this obsession ends

My craziness scares you like hell

You keep distance,

As if some chemical reaction is gonna expel.

You are a gentleman

It feels too soft to even talk

The strength in your hands, I see

Grabs me tight by your body

is too strong to resist.

Nobody can ever make me feel like this

You are my limelight

You are my limelight…!!!

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Crazy for you …

Entertain

Fall from ninth cloud
So falling down
Nothing to save me out
I screamed my voice so much loud
My hands still dangling in the air
I expected you would catch me
Still screaming your name
Even if I know you won’t.
Tried so much to shut my mouth
Crashed so hard on the ground
Now I wished you will come to help me out
But, I couldn’t see you till distances
Not beside me or far
Your voice was so difficult to listen
Since you were not actually there.
This was all about I ever care
You were made up in my mind
I am so crazy
To believe on someone
Who’s always imaginary.

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Can’t let go

Athletic

Key to the wandering me
In your hand I give
Control my soul as you want
I have lost it all.

Hold me in your arms
While I take my time
To come out of the box
Designed by your lovely thoughts.

Blue or pink, Black and white
You gave me colors
Now, you made me color blind.

Can’t you accept me
As you were the one to start this
You are making me realize
Loving you,
is a mistake of my life.

A stranger planned to come close to me
You became my everything
You’ve made me cry
More than you’ve made me laugh
Caring for you,
is a mistake I cannot reverse back
Now, all I got is your photograph.

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I don’t need your false feelings, boy

Magnetic

I have no place to go
Feel me almost feeling less
I have no place to run
Stay away from me.
Your magnetizing effect
Please don’t take away
Whatever I have left.
You’ll make me statue
The one which can only talk and listen
Cannot be frank
Cannot smile and blush
on your romance all the time.
Our unlike charges may attract
But I cannot overcome my last experience
I will again be left scattered into pieces.
So keep your feelings to yourself
I cannot believe it to be true
Leave me alone with my beloved books.

 

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Talk to my hand

Moody

It was 3 Pm, Marie was at work and texted I love you, John.

The message was delivered and so she was staring at the screen for John to read the message and reply her back in his romantic tone of message and smileys. It was 2 minute that Marie was running out of patience and decided to call him. But, she remembered her last call to John ended up with disappointment. Marie called John frequently to talk about her day, making plans, her experiment which she does in the lab. John seemed uninterested in her topics. She also tried being romantic but it was of no use to bring the John behave like happy old days. She just didn’t know the reason behind his strange behavior. So she kept the phone down back in the drawer. Nothing can stop her from messaging her to John when she misses him so much, and this was that time. Rather than listening to his harsh tone and in hesitation. She started typing that there’s a new restaurant in downtown and they should definitely try it in evening. She pressed send option. Then again she remembered that John did not like paying bills. So she also texted him that she would be paying the bills.

It wasn’t like John was the unsuccessful person, he was one of the best business analysts. It was months John had taken Marie out for a date and Marie thought this would be the reason because he said it her once that he don’t like paying bills so cannot go out for dinner.

What kind of a boyfriend does that?

She was nervous and happy to go out with him. She was waiting eagerly at the bus stop for him. When she saw him coming. Smiling.

Ah, everything’s fine

That evening, no matter how hard Marie tried being romantic, John just dropped the topic. Eventually, Marie didn’t want to spoil the evening and so went along with his side of talks. He didn’t even wait to spend time with her. Just left.

Marie saw him going. Sadly.

Weeks passed by, Marie didn’t receive any messages from him. So it was clear like pure rain water or mirror that could reflect light or black surface that could absorb whole heat that John has lost interest in her.

She just didn’t know what to do, how to bring him back!

All efforts to ignore his behavior or getting along with his loss of interest thing and forgetting about him were in vain.

She just loved him so much!

One night when Marie was watching TV with her family with John dominating her mind, her phone blinked as a message is received. She checked it and a wide smile spread on her face. It was John. They talked about movies, music, work and etc for hours through messages.

Then, Marie send him a text asking what his problem was!

It was almost an hour in the argument that John denied telling her anything. That was when she quit! Stopped asking him and thought to behave as their breakup never minded her. She was enjoying her life more than she was with John.

Some weeks later:

Marie started hearing rumors about a girl who John was dating. This was a sudden shock right to her nerves, but she pretended to be as cool as ice on her head would be. Something was cracking and shouting inside her that still, she is struggling her feelings for John, he has set out with another girl so soon like she mattered nothing to him from the start and all his romance was fake, on the outside, she was smooth as a music.

She prayed for all the rumors to be fake. To her horror, one day she finds out she was absolutely wrong.

Then she realized that John was actually in love with this another girl and this was the reason he denied telling her why he was a changed man to Marie. Why he cannot be a normal boyfriend and love her like she wanted him to do. All her trust in love and magnificent hope for getting back in life as she was before vanished. The person whom she loved most, did everything for his happiness never ever bothered about her feelings.

All she could think about was I can never be in love with someone. But, I’ll never spare this man for hurting me, for not taking care of me, leaving me to rot in my mourning period.

—-xxx—-

Marie had become a successful researcher. It was cold evening when she was walking back home from work and on her way she saw couples holding hands, hugging under a shade of the tree where no one can see them. Now she found it very creepy. She can never think about this ever, also she hated her old self when she gave more importance to others than herself which was the main reason for her low confidence.

Later that evening she posted a photo on Instagram with her colleagues having waffles at a famous snacks store just opened in her city. John was one of her followers to like it. Well, she was obviously not following him back.

Her mobile blinked a text as she was going to bed. It was John.

You look beautiful in the photo. The number was not saved in her phone, but she could see his display photo and figured out it was him.

The very nice thing that she did was to delete that freak’s message and went to sleep calmly.

Moral: The only thing that Marie wanted was to be kind and not to lose her anger and friendship to John, she thought it might be easy to stay friends. But, the more she stayed in his environment the more she was disappointed. Maybe Marie was too weak and emotional to move on and when you are too weak, just let the person go on his way and stop being kind to them. Behave the way they did to you. Make them realize that they are also unimportant for you as you are to them. In short, being kind is not an option for all situation, there has to be some roughness in you to handle such circumstances.

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My-my-mystical

Mystical

Living right
Even not with you
Totally bright
Away from your dark flu
And I say, go with the sail
Like it floats on a water up-down
To reach its route
I am just my-my-mystical
I feel so electrical
By the way, I am going
It feels so great…..!!!

I must have cried
I thought I died
From within, a lot of times
Only for you.
Only for you.

But then, I found
I am my-my-mystical
I feel so electrical
This is my reflection
The way we’ll be in connection
So go on, hate me
After all, I am more……….
My-my-mystical
Also, electrical
Way more, mystical.

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